Early Midlife Crisis

I have always believed that with enough faith in yourself and hard work, there are very few limits for us. But now, after a few hard days I feel like I’m ready to toss all dreams and visions in the bin – I haven’t got the strength to believe in myself right now. But the point is, if I do that, then I’ll lose myself. Moments like this I feel really, really lonely. It’s always been my own choice, to keep quiet about those deepest concerns and dreams (no need to jinx things), but when things start getting shaky, it’s a very lonely road to walk.