Musisz w to wierzyc. Or you must believe in it.

I love you like the sister I never had. You are beautiful, stylish, compassionate, intelligent, sincere and you own a big heart. You deserve more than him, he is not worth a single one of your tears. All he sees is the surface, not the real you. He has no idea of your feelings, your suffering, the things you've been through. He doesn't understand you, and you are worth so much more than him. Don't give up on yourself, don't stop believing, don't let the illness get to you again. You are the best and you deserve the stars. Never ever doubt that.